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Generation NorzOpposites attract and fight each other. Similars repel but miss one another.
12月22日 If God had a wish listSome are burdened, but will not rest Coz they think they can pass the test. Just go to him all ye heavy laden And you will never feel forsaken
Sadness makes home out of your face You look like you've just fell from grace I try to share with you some light Which you turn down with "I'm alright"
If God had a wish list, what would he ask for? Forgiveness and open hearts forevermore. Rise and shine, it's about time to awaken, If not for anything but to triumph over Satan.
Be careful what you wish for as it might come true: If you live like a lone wolf, you could die one too. 7月9日 Forgive me, FatherForgive me, Father, for I have sinned; Said no lie, but with the truth I’ve killed. O, Son of God, have mercy on me, Impurities blinded me, I could not see
Hail Mary, full of grace, Lord is with thee Pray, O blessed; ask Him to have mercy O Kingdom of Heaven, take on my side At war with evils that in my heart reside
Yes, my Lord, I brought shame upon your name And I have nothing that I could rightfully claim Except your mercy that brought you to earth And your love that has given me a new birth
Darkness is the absence of light; bad is the shadow of good Shine on my heart and mind, O Lord, and be my livelihood 6月10日 Project: MonsterWho is the person? Why is she staring back at me? She looks familiar, I know I saw her somewhere before. But I don't know anyone who behaves the way she does; Meeting evil with evil … Raising a sword against another … Conspiring behind the back of people whose faces they smile at …
She speaks … Her voice sounds familiar, but her tone doesn't. It's how she says something out loud, but different message goes across. How do I understand her? I never knew how to read between the lines. Listen to me talk back; I'm writing between the lines. I don't remember when I learned to do that, But I remember other things that I used to forget by going to sleep; Fights … Resentment … Pain … Money ... And the worst part of it is I'm getting used to it And making use out of it No more unconditional love If you don't deliver, your out.. Out of my mind Out of my heart Out of my life It's alright; cruel hearts don't dwell on pain They move on to cause it That's better than suffering Let's face it, pain will always be there and everyone is on one end or another Better be the criminal than the victim
Oh.. now I know who she is I'd better move away from that mirror For the worst thing it reminds me of is that this woman is not my future She's my present.
I miss you, sorehearted. 3月9日 StillOpposites attract and fight each other, Similars repel but miss one another. You drive me crazy when we’re together, But if you go I’ll crave you forever.
In my darkest hour, in my deepest despair, Please say nothing, I just want you there. Words never tell me how much you care, It’s how much of me you’re able to bear.
Do not offer me what you would want in need, Various cures exist for men who differently bleed. Mine is no stomach that you must stuff to feed, The way to live and love is not a Heavenly creed.
My dearest opposite, I will come to you still My lovely similar, we’ll fight but will not kill 2月12日 The Biggest Triumph of All“Along the course of the three decades that I have spent in this life, I have had a pool of experiences. So many encounters, so many milestones, it makes me wonders what else there is to learn. I have had so many failures. I have undergone so many disappointments. You were the biggest of them all. I have had so many victories and so many triumphs. And now that I sit before you and say no to you without trembling inside, I’m having the biggest triumph of them all. So go back to your bed and cry me a river. This ship has sailed, for even if I tried I would not be able to hold you close once again. As conceited as this sound, I know it’s true; you’ll always remember me but I’ll forget about you.”, said the women with the puffy, happy eyes to the gorgeous, sad man sitting across the table. Then she got up and left.. forever. 12月2日 Things I'd like to do before I die
Things I'd like to do before I die
(In no specific order)
- Go to Disney World
- Shoot a gun
- Go to India
- Go to Brazil
- Watch an international star in concert (just for the heck of it, really!)
- Scream at the top of my lungs in a crowded street
- Stop hating London (I hate London!)
- Make out in a specific spot I have in mind (Would love to tell you where, but you won't know what I'm taking about)
- Shake hands with the Coptic Orthodox Pope
- Visit a tribe in Africa, no man-eaters though!
- Marry Prince Charming and live happily ever after (har har)
Things I'd like to do after I die
- Be burried in a casket that is wrapped with the flag of Egypt
- Go to Heaven
Top 5 Types of MenTop 5 Types of Men
This is serious, not a joke
5. The type that has a philosophy of life 4. The type with layers (seen Shrek?) 3. The type that is there in need 2. The type that communicates 1. The type that loves you no matter what (a.k.a. non-existent)
11月25日 Where are you now?
Funny how the phone keeps ringing Off the hook when they're in need But when it's my heart that hurting There's no one to call a friend indeed
It's not enough that chest's full of pain Without the sting of having to blame That special one that keeps you sane Coz you just had to call them by name
I cannot always be the one full of power I need to sometimes be too weak to forgive For now I can taste no sweet, only sour I just need to take for once instead of give
I need to be protected without having to ask for compassion But it seems that non-business services are just out of fashion 11月12日 So Sorry for Your LossWhat goes through your mind when you're sitting in a funeral? How do you really feeling when you are paying your condolences? Are you as sorry as you say you are? Sorry for what? For the sadness of your loved ones? For the loss of a fellow human being? Do you look around you and watch people come and go? Do you wonder what they all have in mind? Why are you frowning? We both know you're not sad. Maybe you're bothered by the notion of mortality. All the troubles of life feel like nothing when you are sitting next to a 16 year old who has just lost her father, huh? One day it's gonna be your funeral. I wonder if so many people will care enough to show up. But then again, people don't only go to funerals because they care. Sometimes they simply just need. It doesn't matter. It'll all go away someday. No matter how long life is, it eventually comes to end. This would make a weak soul wonder what's it's doing loving its life. But not you; you know why you're here. Or maybe, like most people, you don’t. You just appear confident and accomplished. This whole thing reminds you of God, huh? God, the good old friend. I keep forgetting about him. Yeah, I pray and do charity, but I forget about him. Don't give me that look, you're no better than me. Oh well, there no point of this discussion, we have some mourning to do... A life to remember.. A soul to pray for.. A person to miss.. Oh, look at the time. I need to go get some money from the bank. Alright, so sorry for your loss. I'll call you soon to check on you. Bye.. Or is it So Long? 10月31日 Cry of the ConsiousHere we go again as the constant nightly fright Has come again to visit depriving sleep of delight Visions of confusion haunting the eye-shut sight Recur to alarm the sleepless all through the night
Is it not peculiar what dreams cannot help but say When nothing disturbs the mind under the sun of day Of course the heart is heavy, but be that as it may No nightly image is needed to tune the tone of dismay
Visitors of the shadow of darkness, have mercy on my soul The message you have to deliver is, no doubt, a noble goal Yet I do not comprehend the mission assigned to your mole Codes are no way to explain, they only dig an incurable hole
Invaders of my unconscious, dark shadows of sequoia The day after your visit has no escape from paranoia10月29日 Top 5 QuotesTop 5 Quotes
5. “I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.” - Bill Cosby
4. “I'm not afraid to die. I just don't want to be there when it happens.” - Woody Allen
3. “We don't stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing.” - George Bernard Shaw
2. “If you really want something in this life, you have to work for it. Now, quiet! They're about to announce the lottery numbers..." - Homer Simpson
1. “If I weren’t Egyptian, I would have desired to be Egyptian” - Mustafa Kamel
If you like these, you can find more at http://www.amusingquotes.com/ 10月26日 Top 5 knock-Knock Jokes5. Knock Knock! Who's there? Ike Ike who? Ike could have danced all night.
4. Knock Knock! Who's there? Norma Lee Norma Lee who? Norma Lee I have my Keys.
3. Knock Knock! Who's there? I-8 I-8 who? I-8 lunch already.. is dinner ready.
2. Knock Knock! Who's there? You You who? What are you so excited about?
1. Knock Knock! Who's there? Yo momma. Yo momma who? Seriously, it's yo momma, open the damned door!
I made up #2, but if you like the rest of this list, go to http://www.knock-knock-joke.com/ Top 5 Pick Up Lines5. Can I flirt with you?
4. Are you busy tonight at 3:00 a.m.?
3. Say, did we go to different schools together?
2. If you have oral-sex with your own clone, would that be called masturbation?
1. Didn't anyone tell you that you wanted to sleep with me?!?! I thought you knew...
If you like this list, go to http://linesthataregood.com/ Top 5 English Words5. Spoonfeed, nine letters long, is the longest word whose letters are arranged in reverse alphabetical order.
4. Aegilops, eight letters long, is the longest word whose letters are arranged in alphabetical order. Aegilops is goat grass.
3. Eunoia six letters long, is the shortest word in the English language that contains all five main vowels. Eunoia is a rarely used medical term referring to a state of normal mental health. It comes from the Greek for well mind.
2 The word chincherinchee is the only known English word which has one letter occurring once, two letters occurring twice,
1. Honorificabilitudinitatibus, 27 letters long, is the longest English word consisting strictly of alternating consonants and vowels. Honorificabilitudinitatibus is a word appearing in act five, scene one of William Shakespeare's Love's Labour's Lost. It is a medieval Latin word which can be translated as "the state of being able to achieve honours." Only appearing once in Shakespeare's works, it is a hapax legomenon.
If you like this list, go to http://rinkworks.com/words/oddities.shtml
10月25日 Sonnet Sonnet
This is a poem I wrote for a dear, dear friend of mine who was having some birthdays blues. The title has nothing to do with the meaning. I just didn't know what to call it. Silly me, huh? :)
The longer you stay thirsty in the drench, The juicier the drink that comes to quench. The longer you breathe out a hungry sigh, The tastier the dish that comes to satisfy.
It's not a matter of how long you await, But a matter of free will versus fate. Although to wait for an intervention divine Will ripen the branch you get from the vine
With so many choices and so little time, Not to cease the day seems like a crime. But opportunity isn't just as simple as so, Sometime we just have to let things go.
How to settle the dilemma? How to put it all to an end? Just forget about it and have a happy birthday, my friend.
10月21日 Too Late, Too EarlyI know your deepest secret; the mystery behind the despair You say you cannot see it and act as if it were never there. Way to go my dear friend, this is how the ending begins. To confess is something, but another is to forget our sins.
I can see right though your soul, I know you hate that fact You feel violently invaded, but you keep your facade intact. But in that beating muscle, caged ardor has caught on fire Forbidden love, untrammeled lust; that's what you desire.
I have always known but never had the courage to start The one thing that could have been the wine to my heart, But intoxication is only as good as long as you are drunk For you soon will sober up and realize that you have sunk.
So long bittersweetness, heartache and courtship, It's too late for love and too early for friendship. Arrogant ShriekWon't you talk to me, or at least give a sign? Tell me things are bad, tell me they are fine Life looks malicious, point out the benign Earthly limits are broken only through Divine
So I open my door only when I am in need When I drown in trouble, only then I plead You never enter uninvited, what a cruel creed If I never opened, would you bear to concede?
Can't the maker realize when the creation is weak? Do you not get that you should be the one to seek? That sometimes I'm too proud or stupid to speak? Forgive my insolence and hear my arrogant shriek
You're the A and the Z, the beginning and the end And I'm a lost sheep, be my shepherd and friend. 10月16日 The WalkLike a wild bird in a cage, her heart tried to beat its way out of her chest as she froze there in the crowd. She could only move her eyes around to see whether the others have noticed that her stomach was squeezing its way out of her throat. She couldn't decide whether she was dizzy or hallucinating but everything seemed like a dream in slow motion. The sound of music and the mixed noises coming out of people seemed like one low-tone hiss. She didn't even feel cold in her short, strapless dress while the wind blew against her shivering skin. She couldn't think of anything but a question that after a while lost all meaning, "Is it true? Is it true?". Suddenly, a voice cut through the haze, "what are you doing standing there? Let's go". Shocked, she dropped a glass of water she didn't realize she had been holding until the sound of the scattered glass scratched through everyone's ears. They all looked at her, but she didn't notice. She just looked pointlessly at the cause of her shock. The voice came again, but this time she could see the face of friend, "Oh don't worry about that. Someone will probably come clean it up. Come on. Let's go together". The friend pulled her… or maybe pushed her… towards the aspiration of all her dreams, towards the source of all her fear. She froze again. She couldn't do it. She couldn't walk towards him. If only they knew how many times she had dreamt about this day. How many times she had run the scenario over and over, changing the details every time until it was just perfect. And there she was then. And everything was just the way she had imagined it would be. Gradually, she started to notice that she was only a few steps away from him. To go to where he was standing was just a short walk. She moved one of her feet ahead of the other, then the one at the back ahead again. She was walking towards him but the distance seemed like it was getting farther with every step she took. What a walk! What a day! And as she got to the farthest point, she found herself right there in front of him. How breathtaking did he look in his tuxedo! His gorgeous smile was allover his beautiful face. His stunning eyes got a bit red and moist as they always did when he was sincerely happy. And as he turned to face her, it finally hit her that the day was not really as she had always imagined. One detail was different, the woman dressed in white by his side. She shook his hand and congratulated him. Then turned around and walked away. 10月12日 The LaunchAlrightee,
This is the first entry in a category where I will describe my first times doing stuff. Right now I'm crearting a blog entry for the first time. I have G.I.Hameedo helping me via msn. I'm slaving him to death. He has a great msn space. I'm gonna suck up all his knowledge and make mine better than his.. nyahahahahah
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